The Love of God Comes in Many Ways

The last few days have been a strain on my stress level and my sanity.
I try to love life but why does it seem like my saved life has more problems then when I was not saved??
That's easy it is because I am living in reality!
Which I don't believe my sister is living in the reality she should.
I am dealing with her giving my niece and nephews to there father
and now I will be even lucky to even say Hi. To them.
I talked to her last night and she was acting a lot different.
She has become somebody else inside.
She use to be all for Jesus and living her life
but she has lost her walk with faith
and she is confused about everything.
I told her last night one thing that I never thought would come out of my mouth..
I told her I would her rather be with Josh(the children's father)right now.
Shocker.......Totally.
(Kendra is not listening to me)
She also told me that she doesn't know what to do
She is in a bind right now having
money problems.
She said she just could not seem to get on her feet there in Texas.
She said that she would like to come back to Ohio because she misses her
friends
work
and
everything.
(Kendra does not feel better)
There is something about this guy she is seeing that I don't like and
I don't trust and I am starting to put my finger on it.
but anyways
all I can do is PRAY.....she is not doing good with
choice making.

Not time for the update with Natianna......
She is in the hospital in critical condition
She was beaten and wrapped in a blanket and set on fire.
I feel a little responsible because after she moved
I did not really stay in contact for her to talk too.
I ignored some of her phone calls because I knew what they were about
and I did not really answer her e-mails.
And now all I can think is that I could have been there
more for her! I tried to call up to the hospital but she can't have
visitors or phone calls. She is on a 24 hour watch
and guards are by her door. She has suffered 3 degree burns
over 30 percent of her body.
All I can do is PRAY for her too.

Now time for an amazing GOD...........
I have not gotten a lot of sleep lately and
with everything going on it is getting harder for me to sleep.
I was up till about midnight doing my studies
when a tiredness feeling came over me
I thought it was kinda weird because
midnight is very early for me to go to bed.
I closed my eyes and started to pray.......
letting God take it into his hands
I grow more tired the longer I prayed.
Then as clear as day I hear
"Lay your head my child!"
I first looked around to see if anybody was around,nobody.
I did not question it, I took my things downstairs, put the away and got my pillow and blanket out and was going to watch a little TV.
I started the movie and before
my head even hit the pillow I was asleep in a deep sleep.
Now in my dreams I was told that
"Sleep is being handed to you. Now praise your GOD!"
Does this mean I am going to get more sleep????
I don't know but I will defiantly PRAISE MY GOD!!!!!
One night of sleep was great!
I have not slept that hard and soundly in a while!
Praise God for just being AWESOME!!!!!!