Changes

My life has changed a lot since last year.
I went from living outside and run down apartments and houses.
Places that were filled with animals and
along with the aminals came the waste, that
nobody bothered to clean up.
I use to gag and try and clean
the houses and apartment.
One house inperticular there were a couple
cats that lived there and you could literally see flees jumping.
Another place I stayed at was so dirty that everyday I was killing cockroaches and other bugs. Knats flew around everywhere. There dirty dishes that have not been washed for months and was growing mold. The showers were so dirty I don't think if you tried to take a shower that you would get clean. Their soaps were covered by bugs.
Another place I stayed there was always parties and everyday you would see beer cans, drugs and pornography just sitting around the place.
I did not car for it but I was use to it. I just thought this was how a lot of people lived.
Now that I am saved and living with these people
everywhere I go is like a palace too me.
The place I live at is big and clean and always has food
I don't have to miss a meal to let the kids too eat because there is enough food.
No more watching out all night to make sure nobody is going to do stupid things to me.
Nomore bugs..........
Sometimes I wonder if I belong here.
I live in a really nice area and it is so different.
I don't really talk to any of my old friends.
I don't want them to think that I now am too good for them
beccause that is so not true.
Do I need to go and talk to them more???
Should I just live my new life and try to forget them???

CRAZYNESS!!!!!!!!!!