Natianna

Ok so Natianna is in New York and I told her that I was going to go to New York and bring her back to Ohio. When she lived there last she was selling her body and doing some pretty hard core drugs. I don't want to lose this one. I have spent so much time and effort into this chick and to give up on her now would be stupid.

Natianna has depression just as bad as mine. She feels like nobody is there and even when you know they are there. I dont want her to think I gave up on her so she is coming back and I will work harder to get her to come to church.

Some people dont think I should go and Natianna is conviced that there is no hope for her but there is! People thought that I was helpless and even though I am not perfect like I should be I have changed a lot!

I remember Kendra and Kim(not mommy or mamma anymore because of private reasons:(.....) dragging me out of bars because they are awesome(sometimes lol) now they dont have too anymore.

Now it is my turn to drag Natianna out of that bar! It might take a little longer but it will be done!