Internet Studies 3 What has changed.

Well.....what has changed in my life. A lot is going on right now. My dads is not talking to me because he mistress is not wanting me too and it is very hurtful and it is almost killing me. And I know I need to forgive him after it all blows off but I just dont know if I can. I guess I just need to pray that God gives the strength to do so! Another thing is that I am tired of where I am living. But see I am pretty content right now because I always have my nose in a book or on here doing my studies! Things are acually changing little by little and sometimes I dont feel like they are because it is going very slow. I want to attend school Majoring in Machanics and then after I get done and know about my God I acually want to go to school for missionaries.