Am I alone in this fight?

" I cant be involved in your life anymore."
"What did I do? I havent done drugs and I am not pregnant. Ive been good!"
Everything went silent.
My mind raced I didnt know what just happened. My heart sunk to my stomach.
Not again please please no not again.
I ran upstairs where my mother was sleeping I screamed out
"why does she hate me so much, mom I didnt do anything this time! Mom please tell me why she hates me?" I asked hoping she would answer me. In tears hysterically crying begging my mother for an answer. "Christiey I dont know why you keep talking to her she is always doing this to you!" Mom I dont understand I screamed crying hysterically what is it about me that she hates so much?
I fell to the floor and tried to scream to get out some frustration but nothing came out. My mother got out of bed and got down to the floor and hugged me  and said to calm down I begged with her to say it was ok to kill myself but she just kept saying things will get better. WE sat there and rocked and she rubbed my head and just kept saying things will get better.

I keep asking will it?