Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Random thoughts

Recentley I had a friend that told me that
I needed to get well or it was done.
Sometimes I wonder if I will ever get better
you know what I mean?
Addictions are so strong
after watching my brother go down hill
now I am there.
The other day I drug a razor across my arm.....you may ask did
it make me feel better
No it didnt just reasured me that I was still alive.
Life is nothing to mess with
Death is scary
So why do I tickling death in the face?
If you dont care about what I say
Aww well but leave with this........
Enjoy people while they last.....after all nobody is perfect

2 comments:

  1. Not everone is perfect ur right I've been throught some of the same things u have I used to cut and take over the counter meds untill one day I couldn't walk eat orfunction that's the day I realized I needed to stop

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  2. just to make something a little clearer for you .. it wasn't actually "your" arm you drug that razor across .. it was "Christs'" arm ... He already died for you Aidey and paid the price .. don't have Him keep paying for it over and over everytime you want to feel pain, HE felt the ultimate pain for you and all of us!
    You are so loved .. beyond what you will ever grasp!
    I love you ~ Mom

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