Random thoughts

Recentley I had a friend that told me that
I needed to get well or it was done.
Sometimes I wonder if I will ever get better
you know what I mean?
Addictions are so strong
after watching my brother go down hill
now I am there.
The other day I drug a razor across my arm.....you may ask did
it make me feel better
No it didnt just reasured me that I was still alive.
Life is nothing to mess with
Death is scary
So why do I tickling death in the face?
If you dont care about what I say
Aww well but leave with this........
Enjoy people while they last.....after all nobody is perfect