Forgive me

To Pam,
im sober now for 4 months
the one thing that tore us apart is the one thing i wont touch again
hate me for all the things i didnt do for you.
an ounce of peace is what i want for you.
I have broken the trust.........
I lied to you
i sit here having break downs that sent me to the hospital
thinking of how bad I hurt you.
I am truely paying for my sin
Please forgive me
but please dont forget.
I love you.