Thursday, February 11, 2010

The Bruses

When you look back at your life what do you see?
Be honest with yourself.
Look past what you usually do.
I will tell you want I see in me

I am so scared of the truth
but I am so tired of the lies

I don't like people
but I despartly want friends

I feel like there is nobody to talk to
but I have 162 contacts in my phone.

I feel so alone
but I have God in my life

I want to touch the world with Gods Word
but I don't want to step foot out of the house.

This is what I see when I look deep............
Can anybody relate?
Now I know what people mean when they say "We all are just human!"
Thats right we all are human and no matter what I say
I am pretty happy that God made me imperfect

I was looking around me(I am at Panera's) as it was packed with people and realized that I was not in a panic. But then God said look deeper.

I looked around and saw pain even in the brightest eye.
That I am not the only one that feel this way when I feel.....

I may never get married but I will say

"I DO"

To one man